Let it go. Breathe. Close your eyes and scream.
Still you feel like you are carrying a million tonnes of crap on your shoulders. Hoping this is just a phase in your life, hating yourself for the stupid things that you've done and fearing it's consequences. All you want is your life back the way it was, but that will never be because you have damaged it way beyond repair, all that is left is the ashes. As big as the world is it can be as fragile as glass. What can you do now? Is there anything left to do? Why can't your life just end now you say? Well think of it this way, god has given you another chance, start over and this time do not let history repeat itself.
