Mad Paintball 2008 in Cosford.

We celebrated the 24th national day with a gathering of Bruneians in the Uk with a Paintball tournament in Cosford, it was a blast. I was in Brunei Welsh guards team, we started off annihilating the 4 teams we went against, but unfortunately the last two games, did not go the way we wanted it to. But we settled for third place in the tournament. I would also like to congratulate the rest of the Brunei Welsh guards team and the other team that competed in the tournament yesterday. It was rough yet very intriguing in a way of getting shot. 

In the first Picture above, i would be the one in the Brown Camo Mask which i bought specifically for the event. Heheh

In the second picture, is Brunei Welsh Guard waiting for the marshall to say go for the first event of the day.

And in the third picture is Brunei Welsh Guard again and that is still me (in the brown mask, standing) aiming at the opponent. I shot one of them in the head. haha..

This one is for you.





F.I.N

[O-E] haha

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salams
F.I.N

[O-E] hehe

so join us and tell people that were related
this thing goes on and on and on ~hehe

who started it?
c kawan..
*ntah siapa c kawan ani*

why?
peace=)

ciao~

Sometimes I wonder to myself how I have survived all these 21 years of my life. God loves me very much, my family too. I realised that throughout the 21 years of living, I have kept changing how I live my life. From being a baby, to a toddler, then grow up as a teenage girl and now, an adult. I am thankful to my beloved parents and siblings for bringing me up in a home that makes me feel warm and safe. However, in my teenage years, that's the time when everything started to change.
I started to socialise more, maybe that's normal since we're growing up. Then started to learn about being in love, being a normal teenager. But back then, I think I wasn't an ordinary girl. I was doing things beyond my league, putting troubles and left trails here and there. Made unneccesary yet false excuses to people. I felt so disgusted of myself back then.

When I started my A Levels, things were still shaking back then and unresolved. Not until last couple of years when I met the person who taught me to be a better person. All those teenage years with the black hole that I've kept inside me away from my family and friends, I actually opened up to that person. That someone made me realise that there's a better way of living. Not through lies, not through denials and not through hiding.

Up until today, I must admit that, I can be a hypocrite at times, I can be making excuses at times, I can criticise almost all the time. But I must say that, it's not easy being me. And I know for sure that it's not easy being someone who people wants you to be. I've always wanted happiness in my life, but I know it's hard too. It's not impossible to gain happiness, all that matters is that how we make other people happy. I think, in that way, it can make us happy.

One more thing, I realised that true friends are hard to find and keep. You'll know when a true friend comes by when he / she is there when you're in need. It's the thought that counts no? And sincerety. And ofcourse, my family is still my number 1 inspiration. :)

And the story ends here. :)

xaralee

Me and gem playing Quiet Things That No One Ever Knows By Brand New. I forgot part of the song in the second verse hahaha and in the bridge i kinda lost it too~ :P sorry~ hope you guys like it though =) Uber thanks to Santy, Baz and Umi. Enjoi~

F.I.N

Brought On By Songs

I just downloaded copelands old album Beneath Medicine Tree and was letting my itunes play all the songs off the album; which i don't normally do, usually i would just pick one song and let it play on repeat or one whole night. :D Anyways, the song 'she changes your mind' started playing and somehow it triggered a memory, just that one particular memory.

"I was lying down on the back seat of THE pregio with asim on the wheel and i just stared up at the ceiling of the van."


Come to think of it there are a couple more. Lemme see;

Song: Quiet things that no one ever knows by Brand New

Me, Archer and Mr.Apples were in a classroom, back when we were in MD. The song was playing from Archers laptop, we just found the lyrics for that song and all three of us were singing to it. hahaha~ remember that guys? i think nina and lina were there. Ooh Ooh! Mr.Apples remember we made up a game that day? =D the find the funniest word in the dictionary game. hahahahaa. you found Drenched !!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.. wetness much? and i hadPoop deck.. hahahahahah Poop... Deckk!!!!!!!!!!! hahahahahahahah

next one,

Song: Number Five With A Bullet by Taking Back Sunday

Our Emedy, back then we were called Damask Rose, and we were setting up the gear for our performance for Nisha's birthday party. Another awesome night. :D


Song: Tie The Rope by The Format

AT THE BEACH DURING A SCHOOL DAY!! ahahahahaha Me, Archer, Sapi, Aziman, Azmin and Mr.Apples took the day off. We had loads of fun in the sun. We even took a piss in the sea hahahaha. On that day, we played that song over and over again and ziman got so annoyed called it gay rock hahahaha he's a metal head that's why. =P
Outcome of that day: SUNBURN!


Song: Tonight by F.M Static

We danced together for the very first time ='')


Sweet sweet memories. =)



F.I.N

time tells all

shy...i know ull like em~
hehe
TIME TELLS ALL~
so u mann..aku nda tau lah if u ever heard of them or not
but i gt this from Dzar..both of u hv the same taste in music~



enjoy~

Zaim Spazy

Take it slow, so you know it's real.

Every single day it's the same. I wake up and do usual rituals, if she's online we have a lil chat. I ask her about her day, not because i have to but because i really want to hear about her day.

I've accepted the fact that my chances are slim but you know as well as i do its not written in stone. We're friends, good friends and right now i wouldn't have it any other way. With everything thats going on in my life right now having you too close would be hard. Plus i'm not ready.

Will i ever be ready again? i guess i don't know. I just couldn't be bothered to have a look around right now. I'm happy and thankful with what i have =D

At the end of the day, what's left to say is "Good morning sweetie, you have a nice day"
And i'll close my eyes, hug Emma tight and smile because i know tomorrow will be the same.


F.I.N

haunted house in jalan chingklek lunas jaya timur darat beganda

This is dedicated to the foolishness of Reeve and Soh. i wanted to upload earlier in the blog but blogger has a limit to uploading pictures. So here is to you, i thought you guys would like to have this picture up on the wall of THe Life and Times Of The Bored. Cheers Boys..

We always go back to our roots

I was very much touched after reading Wonderboy's Blog, I have every reason to reply this blog to him and the others that matters the most to me, that understands me and that would always be there to rescue from a burning down house. I salute and bow to your loyalties that has been an inspiration for me to prolong our friendship. 

Guys; A, Sunshine, Reeve, Soh, Apples, wonderboy... You were the most of MY 2007. The times we spent together brought us together to this very blog, i still think it was brilliant to come up with "the life and times of the bored", it doesnt really literally say that we a bored bums that cant figure out a single thing to with our lives, or so i say. My opinion of the theme to blog is that the so called "boredom" that strikes us everyday brought us a challenge that comes into use tomorrow, the following weeks, the next month, and the many years to come. Guys; u have lit up the darkness in my life, a joy so fulfilling that i never want it to stop. I suppose the people that does not know our group of friends that well, you would be surprise how we click to each other, how we can actually know what a certain someone is thinking about without even asking, and trust me it extends to finishing the other person's sentences. Hah... Married? In a relationship? The answer is no, this is what i would like to call pure mutual friendship. No matter what we do, no matter what happens We Will always Go Back to Our Roots. 

When i read Wonderboy's blog about we guys going our seperate ways, we are not. We are definitely taking a path that will lead us back together. No doubt about that. We will all be brought together again to have that good chat over at WyWy while puffing up smoke with laptops glazing in front of our eyes, or perhaps a late night at Alladin (the place to be). 

Things are somehow a bit different now with the fact that we are geographically apart, but that does not stop us from having a good chat and good a laugh now does it guys? This is what this blog is all about. Posting pretty awesome shit on this blog bring tears of joys in our eyes and others. And Yes Wonderboy you are right this is a Blog that has been a "must read blog". I can honestly say i visit this blog everyday, Just to keep me posted on what has been going on back home. 

Very soon enough we will be reunited, and perhaps some of us would not change a single bit, and perhaps some of us would just grow to be more mature and still can have a good laugh. (lets not hope to those funny jokes that you guys invent still crack me up) But i doubt anything will change us. The fact that we have common interest to the stupidest things you can ever think of, yes that is what we do. =)

So please people who has yet to discover who your real friends are, i suggest you find them. =) the circle around me has found each other. It may not seem real to You.. But its Real enough for me. And that is what i will cherish the most; My friends.

Cow and Chicken

(gamabr masa form 5pds)
me and Azman
i met Azman when i was a kidd..probly primary 4
and i remember..when we were primary six
hazman..Hariz..Aiman we were in the same class in pggmb (6blue kali)
mrs.Charles's class
just few weeks ago i remember that
hahahhahahhahahhahahahha
Azman and i use to dance and sing along the cow and chicken theme song~
i was good in singing cuz i remember the song and Azman hell yeah can do
the dance cow and chicken ds on the roof ahhahaha

alaihai~budak budak~
primary 6 dude..11years old
8years ago~hahahah
sweet ey~

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO ALL CELEBRANTS!!

No matter which animal's year it is, the dragons and the lions are the ones that come out to play and dance to the drum beats! You never see huge rats outside malls dancing and kelip kelip their mata. But always a joy to watch. Oh wait,... there were mall rats :P JENGS!!!
Today i was out, doing some shopping, and having a good time over 2 cans of coke and a glass of milkshake with THE ULTIMATE PASSENGER. I wasn't surprised to see that the streets were dominated with non-chinese. Its not that there were none, but it is safe to say five could be a presentable sample for the Chinese that were at the mall.
I'm not trying to make any point. But i really hope this year's celebration will bring happiness and prosperity. To my friends and their families, GONG XI FA CAI :)

~LePomme

Cheesy Boys Like Classy Girls

Here.. i've been here before.. but only by myself. But today, i had company, with details; Female, 20, pretty, chain smoker, positively charged with hype and whose hobby is to inflict pain by not leaving people's blackheads alone -_-.

So,.. i write..

Dear person on rocks,
It is highly unlikely for me to expose you to the world, as i would understand it would be the last thing you want. I don't know if it is, but it could be ;) So let's just say i am going to keep playing safe till i get a screamer from you. What that is? For me to know, and you to find out.. ;)
Do you wanna take a ride? Let's get out of this place while we still have time. Person, do you know that i miss you? You are the smile on my face. Awesome. Simply awesome.

Aaanddd the last paragraph would be about how when it comes to you, i always lose. why ah? How come like this? Even at things i shouldn't lose.
Like this -_-

If you think you're way too cool for me, well maybe you thought right. And it could be just what i need, when i start heating up losing my patience. :)

My Beautiful Rescue

I've been jumping from the tops of buildings
For the thrill of the fall ignoring sound advice
And any thought of consequence
My bones have shattered
My pride is shattered
And in the midst of this self inflicted pain
I can see my beautiful rescue

I'm falling more in love with every single word I withhold
I'm falling more in love with every single word you say
I'm falling head over heals for you

I've been dancing on the tops of buildings
At the top of my lungs I'm singing you a song
"Don't you leave me alone"
My bones were shattered
My pride lay shattered
Well I'll trample my pride
Until the whole world dance with me

I'm falling more in love with every single word I'll withhold
I'm falling more in love with every single word you say
I'm falling head over heals for you

Again well I'm crying out,
"wash my hands, these bloody hands, oh open my mouth and I'll sing"

I'm falling more in love with every single word I'll withhold
I'm falling more in love with every single word you say
I'm falling head over heals for you

I've been dancing on the tops of buildings,
With you.


With you :D
just you~

Happy Fifth.

F.I.N

this is wat i got after answering the how romantic u are questions from face book

I'm Passionate romantic
You love to love, and to party. Your relationships usually dont last very long because you always have your eye on someone new. You are risk-taker and love to experience life to fullest...Your romance is adventure and you love to love your woman in that romantic adventurous moments.




zaim spazy

That Weekend:

Ah that weekend, the guys ( Shy and Nabil ) spent the whole weekend over at my place. A lotta things happened so unexpectedly.. haha Well first things first, we brought a PS2 back to my place to play PES2008 but guess what, the game wont play on the freakin machine. Secondly, we bought frozen pizzas for our so called "late night snacks", and guess what we didnt even touch our pizzas cause we didnt even last the whole night. We slept at 9.00, haha we were really tired... well i was suppose to take a nap, and i thought the guys would wake me up and guess what i woke up at 12.00am and both of the guys were asleep. i coudlnt be bothered to wake them up so i went back to sleep. Thirdly, we brought poker chips so we could gamble through out the night, and that didnt even last long. 

Haha the picture above are taken at Nabil's house, the first picture is Shy with his new Atticus Hoodie, the second one is me with a rock on pose (Shy told me to strike that pose, and i dont even know why i did it), the third and fourth picture is me with Shy and Nabil. We were bored and i thought we should take a picture so we could remember that weekend and so we did. Haha

And these pictures are taken in the kitchen, we were preparing to masak indo mie... kami lapar berabis. Plus it was really cold that day. We were freazing our asses off. Lapar olehnya. haha It was delicious. Indo mie never felt better. =)

Cheers peeps.

TAISLIUR..SIASIAPUN IS JUST NOT ENOUGH -_-

Batu ani kalau dapat diumban, kan siuk :D


I have a 'Banyak-banyak joke'. Here it goes;
Banyak-banyak ambuk, ambuk mana yang cool?...dan jawapannya...
=MAT KOOL YOOOHHHH!!!(cjinul2007)

Welcome to another hectic opener to the week. Mondays and Tuesdays are never easy on us 1st year FBEPians. The most hectic 2 days. Like it or not, we have to face this every week. And the best thing is the second class of the week. The LOGIC and Thinking lecture with the Perfect Professor. Today, another unfortunate student gets picked on in front of a class of 200++ for a crime he didn't commit. or... it wasn't even anything to begin with. Funny how illogical the logic lectures can be.




Today, as usual didn't go easy on any of us. The semester's forth week and it just keeps getting harder. I had to keep myself alive. I took an advice from seseorang, yang mengatakan REDBULL helps. Thank goodness the faculty's vending machine is back in business after it's long break. Walking all the way to the tuckshop can be a bitch. And especially with those slipar jipuns i had on. A long travel for such a lazy ass. So the Redbull button was lighting green, which is a good thing. So SAYA TEKAN! skali bukan redbull yang kluar, but 'XBULL!' A teenager's raging hormones can have so much influence on his/her mind. :P Ill leave it there.

But it did wake me up for boring Microeconomics. And it made it quite an interesting read. It got me thinking with my eyes closed. And got me dreaming in such a short nap. Only to wake up to a camera lens on the tip of my nose. MAC BLOGGER! SUATU HARI NANTI!

Oh! We had our first MANAGEMENT tutorials today under the eyes of a woman who seemed to freeze our balls at first sight. But turned out to be one of the coolest! We introduced ourselves and she wanted us to go on further about what our parents do. I proudly told everyone what my mom does, SHE'S THE MAHAGURU OF COOKING! Her reaction was 'nyaman tu eh! nanti bawa ke uni ah masakannya.'
So i replied 'Memang BEST! MBARI NGIGAU kalau makan masakannya! Jarang ku kan menipu aniiii!!!!!'

I am going to stray away from that and dwell on about the feeling when your tongue longs to taste something. Anything at all.. From sweet to bitter and to spicy. Yes TAISLIUR! I satisfied myself twice today. Things will not happen if there's no initiative! So after disappearing from the university cafeteria last semester, i crawled there. A good 10 mins walk. Just for a plate of red bistro's line on the menu.

Me and Wonderboy were thinking about a picnic, a short one. So we got ourselves some treat. I have only one true love. Dressed in black, super sweet fillings and name starts with an 'M'. MARS! And the bringing up of the Mat Kool joke was due to Wonderboy's Mat Kool craving. Mat Kool has a new product. Namanya 'Mat Kool WHOOOOOOOOOSHH'! I got the idea of why its called so. Wonderboy swallowed it all in less than 3 minutes -_-. I don't think it even melted a single drop. NYAMAN JUA SUDAH TU?!

I'll try to define this picture in Economic terms.
COKE & WINSTON LIGHTS(necessities). MAT KOOL & MARS(just to make life worth living)

And of course, magic sticks. You just gotta have em. To the guys all the way up north:
LM ada baru yo. LIGHTS! Nice packaging ;). But i'll stick to my eagles!

Nice oso the package, but still 1.90! If you give 2 dollar, you get back 10sen oso ;)


I didn't drive to school today. Too tired to i guess and there simply was just no one to light my cigarettes and feed me ice cream while i drive. Aku okey kalau si Kimin menyuapkan, tapi... ALAIWAAAA!!! :D

Its just so cute when she says 'DUSHDAAAAA'! :D

Oh and internalised from a family member's Personal Message, i have learnt;
Criticisms, take it constructively, not personally...


~LePomme..

I woke up last night with tears flowing down my cheeks. I had a bad dream, no worse.. what do you call a dream which is worse that a nightmare?. Basically i was shaken after that.. my mind was racing... "was that real?? please, oh god, don't let it be real"...

What are dreams?

"a series of thoughts, images, and sensations occurring in a person's mind during sleep"

I've always been one to believe that dreams have meanings. I owe it to my mom for this. She's always been superstitious. There have been occasions where my dreams would not just be a dream. Sometimes my dreams turn out to be early warnings, good or bad that wouldn't know until something happens.

About 3 weeks ago, i had a dream i met someone; an old friend. That dream was random just flashbacks of our history. Since i haven't heard from this person in ages, i thought nothing of it . Until a week later i heard she got a scholarship to go study here in the u.k. Congrats to her~

But i hope this one would just stay as it is. A Dream.

Please oh god, let it be just a dream.

nothing more than a reminder of what makes me complete.

P.s Watch over everyone i love..


Salams




F.I.N