A little place called west street

Most of you young'ins must know this place because its the IT place to hang out and be seen at. (NOT) well it was at first but nowadays it a place where kids can make themselves feel like adults or at least 18 and adults, well adults just feel older with them kids around. well that's how i see it~

There was a time where i myself went there, like everyday! hahah yeah everyday~ it was during my lower sixth days in MD. It was just a four minute walk (yes i timed myself) downhill to the mall from MD soo why not right? plus the teh tarik there is good. Usually by the end of our morning classes we would find each other and start our descent towards the mall~ it was tiring at first but we got used to it. We went thru rain and scorching heat to get to sit down drink teh tarik and have a cigarette , we would eat there too but rarely.

It was a good place to just chill and hang out with your friends, a girl (my senior in MD) even nicknamed us "the chimneys" , you can guess why right? But that did not stick. Mr.Apples soon started calling west street our class after class and our teachers were the huge posters of celebs on the walls, the magazines and newspapers and the TVs. This class teaches you what other normal classes don't, which is NOTHING! hahahahaha~

Anyways, those were the days and it's all gone now. We haven't been there in a while.. we were there this afternoon actually that's why i made this post. :D

FIN

Lifeless

I've been out of school for over six months now and to most of you who don't know me, i am also jobless. I am what you can call a grape planter. Over this six or so month period my usually active brain has slowly and steadily deteriorated into mere dust. Now my skull is just as empty as my taib bank account. I'm serious. You guys don't believe me?

watch this:

Oh what joy was that day!

Happened last month,where i had a miserable yet most annoying day ever,was with Apples,the car broke down near gadong in the middle of the day!It was Rush hour!!!Agony Agony......a friend of mine aherm Apples was so helpful that day (riiiiiiiite) haha....the dude was sitting in the car simply singing matchbox twenty's album!!Well he did got out from the car like twice or three times maybe,while i was outside in the sun sweat-bathing having my face shown to Bruneians passing by!Hoping someone i knew wouldn't pass us by or recognise us and just when i thought about it unfortunately someone i knew actually did!With the message saying "Dude!What happened?!I saw your car!haha!!!"

Before anyone else saw us we decided to call a friend and with alot of luck he was free not having any class or anything at that time,asked him to come for help cause he's much of a car buff so why not.So he came and checked everything out where he had no idea what's going on with it as well so in desperation we called a tow truck....had it sent to the repair shop near gadong to find out that the problem was that the head of battery was dirty :S where the mechanic said "Huaseh,ow many year haben clean this wan so dirty pren...." putting that awkward yet bangang face that i had after receiving that question or most likely sarcastic sentence my friend laughed with the mechanic!Was about to pay for the service but the mechanic said he's doing it for free =P hey atleast it put a smile on my face haha....after such a stressful day and was just told that a match that we were suppose to watch was cancelled i decided to go to SnS instead where Apples agreed.

Arrived at SnS and there were these 3 girls sitting at the entrance across Sugar and Spice where they had shisha themselves.As me and apples were going inside on our way sitting behind them they started singing these malay songs(no offense) BUT in a way to get people their immediate attention....they were practically shouting and yelling!! :S How American idol-ish voices they have haha!So we sat down and they started to do things that are awkward and from the moment that we arrived there the both of us knew that these girls were from the other side =P.Few minutes later Mr.A came along and joined our table and they started more things that what "Memoirs of poklens" described!!And with that i'd like to add something to what these poklens did to us!They pretended to take pictures of themselves with their phones and all of a sudden changed their angle and took pictures of us instead!WHO DOES THAT?!!!We have this way of talking called the JC way where we used it and stopped them in confusion for a few minutes,just then! we realized that they were hearing our every conversations most of the time!!!So i had an idea,i told A and Apples to talk like the rich and glamorous with a foreign accent haha....mixing it up with scottish,english and Irish..talking about buying the sea and what not haha do what the rich and glamorous does.

See these girls frozed yet again that they don't know what the hell we were talking about.(Get the point much???we don't want you to hear our conversation damn it!)Haha...An hour of JC talk went by,A had to leave cause he was picking up his family somewhere around kiulap or was it gadong....as he said his goodbyes to us these girls started saying goodbye to him as well!Feeling awkward A left quickly Haha....well someone was lucky that day weren't u A !!!! Haha...uuuuuuuuuh~ enuf said so it was me and Apples alone again where they started to stare and turning their heads towards us over and over where the only thing that the both of us could do was nothing but accept the fact that they're trying to get us stare back at the them & hoping that we'd talk to them?!=s where they did get it but that ANNOYING look of attention of course =P few minutes later they decided to leave and we were thankful of that BUT before they did they stared at us,offering their Shisha.Thinking about it for awhile and they were they were standing there infront of us,me and apples started asking each other..."You want it?" "What?Do you want it?" "You?" "I don't know,you?" haha..lastly we thought why don't we just accept and they can go away without staring at us that long =P Accepting something isn't that hard but using the things that they used must've been out of our minds =P Both of us argued on which Shisha he and i must use for example hahaha..."You do this Shisha eh" "No way....you accepted it!" "She asked You !" "Nu huh!" Now we know how the full tactics of poklens do it and from experience do not have shisha at 3 unless you wanna feel how the other world does it when they try and try to strike your attention.Hahah.....=P

Matters Of The Heart

What makes us feel the way we feel?.. I've been wondering lately, is it some kind of chemical reaction in our brain? or is it something more?.. feelings that are soo strong, it makes you weak. Clouding your judgment, thunderous screams deafening ears and and eyes raw with dried tears. Is it really worth it? This i can't answer because it's all up to you.

I'm still hanging around because i still care. My feelings haven't changed. You have grown to be a big part of my life in the past year and a half, to put it more accurately you are my life. =') yes 'ARE' , present tense.. no mistake there.. i know that i should move on but i can't. It's not that i don't want to, i just can't. I've never met a girl like you before and i doubt i will ever again. i think that's why i want to stay close in your circle. I would love to still play a part in your life, no matter how small that part is, i'd still take it.

I also know sooner or later i'll move on to someone else and i also know that i would never love anyone the way and as much as i'll love you~ *again you see present tense* You will also meet someone i don't doubt that :) and the next guy that will capture you heart better know how lucky he is to have someone like you to brighten his life.

So is this worth the tears? without a doubt, Yes~

The first on my list, you will always be.

I made a heart shaped cloud just for you~

Miserable At Best

Katie don't cry I know.
you're trying your hardest.
and the hardest part is letting go
of the nights we shared
Ocala is calling and you know it's haunting
but compared to your eyes
nothing shines quite as bright
and when we looked to the sky
it's not mine but i want it
so...
lets not pretend like you're alone tonight
I know he's there and
you're probably hanging out and making eyes
while across the room he stares
I'll bet he gets the nerve to walk the floor
and ask my girl to dance
she'll say yes
because these words were never easier for me to say or her to second guess but i guess
that i can live without you but
without I'll be miserable at best

you're all that i hoped I'd find
in every single way
and everything i would give
is everything you couldn't take
cause nothing feels like home
you're a thousand miles away
and the hardest part of living
is just taking breaths to stay
cause i know I'm good for something
i just haven't found it yet
and i need it
so...


lets not pretend like you're alone tonight
I know he's there and
you're probably hanging out and making eyes
while across the room he stares
I'll bet he gets the nerve to walk the floor
and ask my girl to dance
she'll say yes
because these words were never easier for me to say or her to second guess but i guess
that i can live without you but
without I'll be miserable at best

and this will be the first time in a week
that I'll talk to you and i can't speak
it's been 3 whole days since I've had sleep
cause i dream of his lips on your cheek
and i got the point that i should leave you alone
but we both know that I'm not that strong
and i miss the lips that made me fly
so...


lets not pretend like you're alone tonight
I know he's there and
you're probably hanging out and making eyes
while across the room he stares
I'll bet he gets the nerve to walk the floor
and ask my girl to dance
she'll say yes
because these words were never easier for me to say or her to second guess but i guess
that i can live without you but
without you I'll be miserable
and i can live without you but
without you I'll be miserable
and i can live without you but

oh without you I'll be miserable at best...

What If's

What if:

1. Cars had square wheels.
   
2. Shoes weren't invented.
3. Or worse deoderent!!
4. The world was flat.
5. We can all read each others mind.
6. Archie went steady with Veronica.
7. Girls had beards.
   
8. Paris Hilton became a doctor.
   
9. Mona Lisa didn't smile.
10. Miniskirts didn't exist *THE HORROR*

feel free to submit more " What ifs "~ :)