Wednesday, August 8, 2007

Matters Of The Heart

What makes us feel the way we feel?.. I've been wondering lately, is it some kind of chemical reaction in our brain? or is it something more?.. feelings that are soo strong, it makes you weak. Clouding your judgment, thunderous screams deafening ears and and eyes raw with dried tears. Is it really worth it? This i can't answer because it's all up to you.

I'm still hanging around because i still care. My feelings haven't changed. You have grown to be a big part of my life in the past year and a half, to put it more accurately you are my life. =') yes 'ARE' , present tense.. no mistake there.. i know that i should move on but i can't. It's not that i don't want to, i just can't. I've never met a girl like you before and i doubt i will ever again. i think that's why i want to stay close in your circle. I would love to still play a part in your life, no matter how small that part is, i'd still take it.

I also know sooner or later i'll move on to someone else and i also know that i would never love anyone the way and as much as i'll love you~ *again you see present tense* You will also meet someone i don't doubt that :) and the next guy that will capture you heart better know how lucky he is to have someone like you to brighten his life.

So is this worth the tears? without a doubt, Yes~

The first on my list, you will always be.


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